My brain has an awesome defense mechanism.. it erases unpleasant memories automatically. I’m almost always happy! 😀

that’s my way of seeing things positively.
There is, of course, a negative side to it. I’m extremely forgetful.. I’m worst at remembering details. X.x
Also, during stressful days, it gets worse. A part of my brain shuts down.. it just refuses to churn all the excessive info and tasks. I’m zombified.
During these days, I lived life day by day as flat as i possibly could. No conflict, no laughter. I do things just as told.. word by word.. in the hope that the pressure will tone down tomorrow.

Sometimes I just wish to have my own moment. A moment when i can just close my eyes and ears and just think for myself.
It’s been a crazy and emotional week at work.. thank goodness it’s long weekend now. Time to rest.

Dear brain,
Thank you. Thank you so much for protecting me. It has been awesome and i can’t possibly get through if it wasn’t for you. But it’s time to wake up tomorrow. Don’t worry.. things will be alright. I can take this. I will manage 🙂
It’s alright.. it’s alright.