My brain has an awesome defense mechanism.. it erases unpleasant memories automatically. I’m almost always happy! 😀
that’s my way of seeing things positively.
There is, of course, a negative side to it. I’m extremely forgetful.. I’m worst at remembering details. X.x
Also, during stressful days, it gets worse. A part of my brain shuts down.. it just refuses to churn all the excessive info and tasks. I’m zombified.
During these days, I lived life day by day as flat as i possibly could. No conflict, no laughter. I do things just as told.. word by word.. in the hope that the pressure will tone down tomorrow.
Sometimes I just wish to have my own moment. A moment when i can just close my eyes and ears and just think for myself.
It’s been a crazy and emotional week at work.. thank goodness it’s long weekend now. Time to rest.
Thank you. Thank you so much for protecting me. It has been awesome and i can’t possibly get through if it wasn’t for you. But it’s time to wake up tomorrow. Don’t worry.. things will be alright. I can take this. I will manage 🙂
It’s alright.. it’s alright.