Yes, I’m generally happy; I forgive and I forget pretty easily. But it’s twisted, it’s not right and I don’t like it.
It’s like.. you can’t remember it, but it did happen. You may be happy for a while, but when it came back at you, it’ll hurt you just as bad as the first hit.
PLUS the self loath for being so stupid to fall at the same hole.
Oh.. and I’m generally smart and knowledgeable; I just forget lots of details, which is dumb, in a way.