I’ve been too indecisive lately. Seriously. I guess I got distracted, forgot my initial plan, detoured and, eventually, got lost.
And so I’m lost.
(ha.. perhaps I should start noting things down again on daily basis to keep this brain working)
See, unlike schools I want to attend or places I want to go, I can’t decide on who I will cross path with.
Unlike schools I want to attend or places I want to go, they have their own thoughts and plans that will interfere with my plan.
I lost my focus while trying to keep them in the picture.
I forgot that they’re not what I draw. They’re the ones who draw the picture with me.
They gave me colors. I let them doodle and I sit there and watch.
And then they scribbled. And then they go.
And I just sit there and watch.
I forgot that I can’t make them stay if they don’t want to stay.